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17th-Aug-2015 01:10 am
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I want you to post anything you want...
a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, anything.
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Post as many and as much as you want, but remember, it has to be anonymous :P
18th-Aug-2006 06:07 pm (UTC)
im insecure about a few things but i dont think its my fault... :[
1st-Sep-2006 02:04 pm (UTC)
I hate myself for the things I do, but all the hate in the world doesn't make it go away...
2nd-Sep-2006 09:17 am (UTC)
I lied to her.
I do have some suicidal thoughts and I do injure myself, even without knowing it.
5th-Sep-2006 09:48 pm (UTC)
I'm afraid that the only person that has ever gotten the best of me, my first love, may be the only person that ever does.
14th-Sep-2006 04:44 am (UTC)
I self-mutilate.
Mostly on my arm.
I've cut my toe.
I've cut my tongue.
It's sad, and I know I need help.
I need to get help.
Will I find it?
I hope so.
13th-Oct-2006 07:58 pm (UTC)
It seems that my life will last for quite some time,
but it doesn't seem that it will be very meaningful.
I don't know.
Maybe I'm just frustrated and impatient.
I just need MY life to be MINE.
7th-Nov-2006 08:18 am (UTC) - *edit*
Hey sistah, haven't seen you round these parts lately hope all is well, luv ya
8th-Nov-2006 01:57 am (UTC) - Re: *edit*
Things are fine right now, thanks :)
I've been workin' a lot, so I haven't been around much :/
8th-Nov-2006 03:53 pm (UTC)
I have a nice cut on my middle finger.. I cut it not on purpose at work.. It hurt but I love how it looks!
15th-Nov-2006 03:08 am (UTC)
Well, I feel so stupid, and think that everyone hates me, and those that are nice to me, are just nice because of pity....
I can't explain that really happy feeling that I had earlier, other than being manic, if's that's so i'm cycling very rapidly because I now feel like some one stole my baby . Are the meds making me worse? why are they not working? Why doesn't anyone want to be around me? am I poison? Why can't I get it together Just for one second? Am I doomed to live like this the rest of my life? I'm wondering if I should just end it tonight, and get it over with, at least I would have died 23, and not 24, without career, and without anything accomplishments. its just to much for me. I really feel that i'm going to be one that commits suicide. I just can't be happy, i've tried. Simply put. I loathe myself, I hate my guts, and always have. Maybe cutting up my face up a little will make me feel better, it does, it really does. Sick, I know, but hey, a girls gotta eat. I just really hate that I used to have this beautiful voice, and now it's gone, where the fuck did it go? I just hate that all of the razors are gone :( I just keep imagining me cutting the hell out of my face, and wrists and trying to drive by myself to save me and crashing in a ditch some where on an abandoned country road....
15th-Nov-2006 05:44 pm (UTC)
21st-Dec-2006 01:12 am (UTC)
Does she really love me?
I don't really see how.
31st-Dec-2006 12:11 am (UTC)
I lie afloat in this hell, not oblivious, but silently living through it.
10th-Jan-2007 07:55 pm (UTC)
I don't like anyone I work for. Not anyone. They pay me, but treat me like shit. I think they do it because I am to nice, but I don't dare be the bitch that I truly am.
14th-Jan-2007 01:01 am (UTC)
I don't like a few of my bosses either.
11th-Feb-2007 03:12 am (UTC)
i want love
14th-Feb-2007 12:34 am (UTC)
I've slept with enough people to count on 8 pairs of hands...both of them...literally. I wish I hadn't.
16th-Feb-2007 09:18 pm (UTC)
Giving head to the man I love should be a beautiful experience.
21st-Aug-2007 12:34 am (UTC)
Hrm. I want things to go faster, you know?
28th-Aug-2007 04:13 pm (UTC)
I am secrectly ashamed of myself and deeply insecure and nervous.
24th-Jun-2008 10:03 pm (UTC)
Why, thanks so much for the B-day wishes! :-D
I did get pretty drunk! :-P
8th-Jul-2008 06:12 pm (UTC)

I have managed to almost single-handedly destroy everything I hold dear... yet I am still here, still alive. Clearly I do not value myself. :|

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